June 2012
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thephantombunny asked: Please bring a picture on Saturday or Tuesday? ಠ⌣ಠ
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I am in the mood to write; words are spilling from my mind in the form of phrases and sentences and paragraphs, in waterfalls of random thoughts and such. There is no direction no form no thought process only fragments and piecesideasphrases—
The other day I came across this curious idea: to write in another language, like in espanol or中文 perhaps, and then translate back into my language (so in...
May 2012
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today in bullet points
woke up before 8am in Sam’s car
read and finished Buried Fire, then began rereading I, Robot for about two hours
around 10, Sam got up and drove us to an emptier street so we could pack up sleeping bags and stuff
went home and showered and ate lunch and chatted with Sam until 1:30
went to the Saratoga library w/ Sam to check out The Emperor’s New Grove,...
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thephantombunny asked: What are you doing on Saturday?
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I think I love you.
And that’s a horrible truth to realize, you know that? Even what, a month ago, two weeks ago, I knew that I didn’t—couldn’t possibly—no, not yet love you. That means so fucking much to me.
I don’t think you know or realize because I’d gotten over it by the time we’d gotten close—my aversion to love. The idea of it, the...
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I’ve been sleeping the whole day away and am about to go back to sleep but quick post with several things—
-first of all: quick diary update: after beach day, came back home at around 11, 12, went to sleep from 1 to 1 and got up and showered. Went to the library with the intention of doing homework but napped for almost 2 hours and then went home to change into a miniskirt from...
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I almost said something very stupid right now.
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It seemed alright, especially random parts of it, but overall, I had a really really shitty day today.
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On the other hand
Stephanie and I made it to the second day of league finals for A league of badminton in doubles. Which is surprising. Since we’re really just a makeshift doubles pair and didn’t play together at all in season until like Friday.
We’re getting better. We have a decent chance of making it to CCS.
Yay.
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today: 2012.05.13
Today I woke up at around 1:30ish or so, after having slept for a good 13 hours. Showered. Had breakfast lunch at Sam’s: spam, egg, and rice.
Went to Starbucks Happy Hour (strawberry&creamfrappuciodoubleblendedwhippedcreametcetc), and then the library with Sam and Ruth.
Prom photo stalking all day~
Went back to Sam’s, dropped off Ruth, read manga, picked up their dinner from Le...
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“I want you always to remember me. Will you remember that I existed, and that I...”
– Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via akkachan)
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the conversations overheard in libraries
“I’m DTF but only in a relationship you know. I’m not DTF for every guy out there. I haven’t even had sex in 8 months ‘cause I’m not a slut you know.”
“Am I hot? I don’t even know you but am I hot?”
“He knows I’m DTF. “
“If he says yes then I’m just gonna be like fuck off.”
“His IQ is just...
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What the FUCK.
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Thank you, darling, for always being here.
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I still say that you should have left me to drown—but even so, I am weak enough to admit that I am grateful that you didn’t, that you stayed, that you listened, that you have existed in my life for the past two, two and a half months.
The drowning would have been…payment, you know? I am still a terrible person; I have still...
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“YOLO? It’s for mere mortals who only live once.”
– Myself (via hopelessfantasies)
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“Suicide is just a moment. This is how she described it to me. For just a moment,...”
– Carolyn Parkhurst, The Dogs of Babel (via larmoyante)
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My mind is blown.
Makoto’s name can also be written as 誠—Chéng in Chinese, meaning honesty, sincerity, etc.
Sam’s Chinese name is 吳忠誠…Wú Zhōngchéng.
What the actual fuck.
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I waxed today for the first time, or, rather, my friend, Kate, put me through the torture known as waxing.
It wasn’t even the pain that was that bad.
Rather it was the hour that I spent trying to scrub the wax off afterwards that was terrible. I ended up scratching all of it off.
On the other hand, I’ve been bleaching the shit out of Sam’s hair, and, although I have not seen...
