1. You all should check out my writing tumblr, which, btw, does not contain any of my own writing. Just good stuff I find, poetry, articles, quotes, inspirational whatnot. :P [Link].
2. Yesterday or the day before, when I had English, we discussed over the poem that begins with “When my love she swears she is made of truth,” a sonnet by Shakespeare.
It’s a beautiful poem. And it really…made a lot of sense to me, like, I could connect to it, I guess.
And at the very end, my teacher said that people are so afraid of change. Even though the two characters are unhappy, they will stay together because they are unwilling to change.
That made me wonder if I was the same way. If that applies to me and my situation. I hadn’t thought of it like that.
3. What do you want me to say? I’m of the mind to tell you whatever-go-do-whatever-the-fuck-you-want but also the mind to ask you to come please. I hate how you made it sound like you were gonna come.
I hate asking you for anything because what’s the point? Anyone else would do more for me to at least try to make me happy than you would. We both know that you’re perfectly unwilling, so why should I bother?
Sometimes I feel like I’m too much of a burden on you so it’s okay. And other times I wonder why it is I let you treat me this way when I wouldn’t’ve accepted it from anyone else, this neglect of attention and of my feelings and what I want.