Tired, so tired right now. Had a five hour call via Skype. It was a good conversation, the kind that should have been held in person so that I could’ve fallen asleep next to the heartbeat of another.

But I am in China and he is in America and I spent at least 3 of the 5 hours crying and I am tired and content and things will maybe end happily. Which is too much to hope for, of course, but it is soniceto feel as though it is not inappropriate to be happy these days.

As happy as I can be in China anyway.

This post is as in un-eloquent, but I am going to sleep even if it is only 9pm and I will know what this is talking about in the future and that is what matters.