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Anonymous ASKED

Forgot about this.

23. What are some of your favorite characteristics for your crush to have?

Nice arms. Long eyelashes. Nice eyebrows. Not-ugly hands. Symmetry.

Spontaneous. Honest. Affectionate. 

26. What’s the farthest you’ve ever gone?

With what? Sex? Sex.

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9. Who is your celebrity crush?

I am currently fond of Richard Armitage’s face (Thorin). :D

22. What’s your type?

I am attracted to sad people. To people who are secretly broken, to people who are secretly affectionate and needy and scared. Maybe desperate, although desperation has debatable positivity. 

People who share my sense of humor (or feel disdain for it; an extremely amusing option, btw). Someone who will surprise me with sweet things, but accidentally (purposefully is also nice, but unconsciously means a great deal).

Honest. They must be honest. Raw emotion is always attractive. A certain level of physical attractiveness. Preferably nice hands. A good amount of strength, both physical and mental. 

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Anonymous ASKED

Too unspecific.

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Anonymous ASKED

Your mom. 

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Anonymous ASKED

Uhh summer 2012

Don’t you think your questions are both boring and stereotypical?

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Anonymous ASKED

LOL okay.

Painful.

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Anonymous ASKED

Mrawr? Haha

Thank you, I think.

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Anonymous ASKED

It’s alright; I’ve been moody today.

Thank you, I think.

Lol.

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Anonymous ASKED

Okay; let’s, for a brief moment, pretend that I care about this message.

First of all, if you’ve ever talked to me and we came remotely close to this subject, you would know that the chances of my committing suicide is only about 20%, which is quite low (imo, for me), and decreases by about 6% when you consider that the refund for my college tuition is only at 50% now. And then another 2%, when you consider that I’ve promised someone that he can come to me for any reason at all, for the rest of his life. These are personality defects that I am unable to overcome, both the inability to commit suicide—which has to do with my dislike of making permanent decisions as well as cowardice—and the inability to waste money without guilt. I also like to keep promises.

Second of all, who are you to say that suicide is bad? I think that it has its advantages in life. It gives options. It gives power to the person in question.It could, possibly, deepen appreciation for living. It decreases the population, always a plus. 

Third of all, I believe that the point in life is to be happy. If there isn’t any, there, quite frankly, I don’t know why people still live. Which is why I wonder about a lot of the population, sometimes. If I knew that I would be unhappy for the rest of my life, I would commit suicide gladly.

And lastly, if you really want to say anything of any meaning to me about this subject, you would talk to me personally instead of making me feel annoyed at 1:30 in the morning when I should be sleeping.

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Anonymous ASKED

o.o

Oh.

Thank you. A lot. Haha. <- I think that was grammatically incorrect.

Have a good day. :3

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Anonymous ASKED

Yes, I believe it has. 

BUT THEY’RE CUTE TAILS WITH HEADS :D ESP THE ALBINO COBRAS~~<3

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Anonymous ASKED

I really don’t like it when people request all the numbers .__. I don’t know why, but it annoys me.

But I do like these so I’ll consider doing one per day like a # Days Challenge kinda thing.

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First: “the person i like and why i like them”

-Sam is fascinating. That’s what I first noticed about him, I think. He’s interesting and intelligent and knowledgeable—in terms of content, variety in subject, society, yet I don’t feel like an absolute moron when I talk to him. He actually takes the time to answer my questions and help me understand without making me feel as though I ought to have known already, as though ‘common knowledge’ makes it a necessity. He’s also sweet

I realized that I could go on and on about how he’s sweet and nice and opens doors for me and feeds me constantly or how we walk and run with our paces in perfect sync or how he will go far in life, but in the end, none of that really matters. What matters, I suppose, is that he makes me feel that I matter. With him, I feel like I can be worth something to someone else.

Last: “story of my first kiss”

-My first kiss happened Friday afternoon after the last day of school before winter break of eighth grade. I was 13. The idea of kissing came up about a week before, after the Winter Dance or whatever it was called, so we planned it out. We decided on that day so if it were awkward or if we didn’t like it, we wouldn’t have to face each other right after. I think we waited until just about everyone had left school because we were near the bus stop around the SJ community center building and no one was nearby. Later that night, we talked about it over chat and decided that it was odd, but pleasant.

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Anonymous ASKED

Most likely Pratt Institute.

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Anonymous ASKED

Ouch, going straight for the heart of things, aren’t you?

Really, what I don’t understand is why people don’t ask me this in person, when I’d just tell you. 

Essentially, we broke up a small while back~ because of multiple reasons, the main one being that we had shifted out of position slowly, subtly and could no longer hear the other’s words anymore.